Feeling so numb
I can’t take it anymore, I had become numb from all this!
I see you there talking to her,
You say you love me, you say you care, but what you do to me makes me feel you really don’t care. You keep on talking about that “muse” of yours meaning your ex, I guess you never got over her. What can I do? I’m not at the level she is, I’m not an artist like you and her. I want to try, I want you to love me and accept me.
I don’t understand why you say you don’t know what you want, when you are already dating me… I don’t understand? Am I not the “muse” you were looking for? Am I just a piece of meat for you to fuck around? What Am I to you? I’m broken, I’m dying, I can’t seem to move, i’m fading, Please, wake up!